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hmm. it's friday and i'll be in dc tomorrow... so different from my past trips to the Dark City. i'm even coming from a completely different direction!

i have this incredible urge to tell the exS.O. that i'll be in his vicinity, but it's just an urge and i'll get over it. i'm so tired of all the drama, and he probably has to work anyway.

he and i have this (spoken) rule that when we meet other people we will not inform them of the Relationship we have. rather, we will simply cease the physical side of this relationship and continue to be friends without worry of jealous lovers.

i broke the rule way in the beginning cause the boy and i were friends and i told him about exS.O. and then boy and i became more than friends and he became a jealous lover in the respect that he doesn't really see why i should be friends with exS.O. actually, most of my friends share that belief.

for the record: i believe men and women can have truly platonic relationships. i have many.

anyway, it's gonna be sad to be in dc without the exS.O. as i've never done that before and there's something about that city the reeks of him. it'd be like going to greensboro and not seeing peaches or boston and not seeing katilena or nyc and not seeing dinero.

you get it?

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