this is now

2002-04-12

i will say this now and then i'm done with it: when someone does nice things for you, don't complain. when someone helps you out (especially when NO ONE ELSE bothers), the last thing you should do is talk shit about all the things they didn't do. and, when you start expecting a stranger to take care of you while carrying your load, please, oh lord please, remember that that's your mama's job... not mine.

end of story. end of subject. suffice it to say, my hand will not be extended to help a stranger EVER again. stick a fork in me, i'm done.

on to much better things: thank heaven Boston Rob finally got his ass kicked off Survivor. we kept asking ourselves how in the hell he and sean made it to day 21. but, Rob M's gone now. it made me very happy to see him extinguish that flame. i especially loved the way he tried to kiss ass on his comments and worm his way into everyone's hearts. well, Robby, good fucking riddance... you are the smarmiest man in all of boston.

and i know A LOT of smarmy men in boston.

i've been listening to dashboard confessional all morning and that shit is really good for the soul. especially when it's gray and rainy and warm. this morning was perfect for slow morning sex, but, alas, i had no in-house.

the exS.O. hasn't called, so i'm going to assume he's not coming tonight. that's better. it was either friday or sunday and by sunday i'll have had my fill of the cousin and be ready for a little diversity.

today's goal: work on my horrible posture so that i do not slump over the keyboard and then have to constantly stretch my shoulders...

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