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quarterlife crisis? |
2002-01-11 |
i have a hard time making up my mind these days. i think i've fully embraced the idea of No Absolutes. i wonder, does this mean i've developed a "ride the fence" attitude? surely not. i mean, i'm political and sometimes radical and struggling to be aware and refusing to be defined, but damn! if you can't make a decision you're in trouble. perhaps this is a common dilemma. i've heard the whole oprah spiel about the quarterlife crisis. i don't quite believe in it... i don't quite respect it... but i've heard about it. could this inability to put my finger on EXACTLY what i want/mean/need/desire some sign that i've sunk into this sniveling whining "crisis"? i've resisted for so long! i've read and talked and listened and studied and educated myself so that i could make rational decisions. so that i could think for myself and back up my ideas and not be reduced to believing something because i've been told to or because someone else does. i THINK! (and i'm talking constantly!) therefore, i MUST be! right?
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reading: White Teeth
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